Life has this verrry strange way of mocking at u, hai na ? When you feel, you are this okay and happy, something happens which totally turns the tide back and lands u flush on the floor all ends up.

Someone suggested jokingly today, "Suicide", and that set something off inside me, i admitted then and there that i aint so courageous as to die with pain, but if someone could, u know, put me to a sleeping death, i would take the offer without a second thought.

And that brings me to the core reason for this stark post, why does life mock u so much. To be frank to u, mah bloggy :), since my 3rd year of engg., all i have wished for is to get over with my life. I havent wished for a single second, dat it be otherwise, because each time i wish for a dream, a happiness, life tells me, "fuck u", "get lost", "u dont deserve this", so now, u know, I am better than a bovine atleast at conditioned learning :)).

But, Kismet's strange ways na ! it doesnt grant u wat u wish most, wat u have wanted most for so long in ur damned life :).

Ab aur likhne ka mood nahin ho reha...so much sadness is enuff for 2day i guess :).

Meet ya !